Well HOPE everything works out for you sounds like you are going through ALOT..but if from the people who remarked on your profile have any weight you have lots of friends who are there for you.That is the true mark of someones exsistance on this MAD,MAD,MAD WORLD the people who remember you.Just hang in there it will be alright...And to all the psych wannabes THAT saying is from the series THEN CAME BRONSON..bye FLY BOY keep reaching reach for the skies..KattNJohn