I, miss chastity, have cystic fibrosis; a genetic disease that I was diagnosed with when I was 6 months old. This disease requires chest physical therapy a few times a day. In the old days, this meant that an adult had to "pound" you with cupped hands on the chest, back, and sides. I was just wondering if being pounded on when I was a child contributed to my current sexual urges, light bdsm and submission. If anyone else out there has c.f. I would like to know if u share these desires. If so, I'm thinking these sexual fantasies may be related to early childhood experiences and it's nurture rather than nature.
I have had no reason to be pounded on.... yet, sexually I enjoy it. I also enjoy pounding (among other things) on other people as well 
It is my opinion, after much introspection and self-discovery, that we all have inner desires that are simply part of our make up. My enjoyment of BDSM is simply that. I have identified as a sensation junkie
The more I explore the more I enjoy...
Xoxoxo
Te

It is my opinion, after much introspection and self-discovery, that we all have inner desires that are simply part of our make up. My enjoyment of BDSM is simply that. I have identified as a sensation junkie

Xoxoxo
Te
DEVIANTTE wrote:Well T you can start calling me Indiana Jones...or Dora if you prefer. HAHAHAHA love ya!!!
I have had no reason to be pounded on.... yet, sexually I enjoy it. I also enjoy pounding (among other things) on other people as well
It is my opinion, after much introspection and self-discovery, that we all have inner desires that are simply part of our make up. My enjoyment of BDSM is simply that. I have identified as a sensation junkieThe more I explore the more I enjoy...
Xoxoxo
Te
@Pebble... you got it. Remember, Dora, you asked... :P
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excuse my ignorance but is that a lung disease
I would think that there could well be a connection, you/your body , has over the years come acustommed to associating pain (to a degree) with a future feeling of well being. So I would not be surprised to find that a bit of pain/bondage, is a turn on of sorts, preparing you for a relief of a type. True eased breathing may not quite be the same as an orgasm, but both will help you with an elated feeling , do they not?
so when i was 15 and my dad threw a drill at me does that mean i have an irrestible urge to get drilled ....
BUBBLESNBRIT wrote:
so when i was 15 and my dad threw a drill at me does that mean i have an irrestible urge to get drilled ....
I'm sure that wasn't a good experience. I think eastencouple explained it well: Treatments made me feel better so I associate the pounding with feeling better